Connect the dots..!!

How often it happens that all stories you spin, every word you draft, every whim and fancy you throw,
draws you closer; bit by bit to the unenvitable, Irrevocable and dire certainity of your life?
And here I stand holding that certainity in my soul, spilling emotions in my body and over riding my rationality with a pseudo logic of its own.

I feel as if I am radiating clues in the air. Clues I wish could find their way to you; to seap inside and express
themselves in their own language (god, I still dwell in fairy tales).

What is a man willing to put at stake when the odds of his wishful survival are compromised?
The most he can do is to put himself for the toss and gamble it to the end, in hope of a desired singularity.

What is that singularity going to be? Certainly not your approval as I wish but disdain, obsessive compulsion and may be unrequited love. ( Don't worry, I am too strong for all that crap).

But that's not the point. The point is to live by the human code of conduct that reads 'Be true to yourself'.
And I know it would be totally unfair and daunting prospect not to abide by it.

The truth is that I (in whole, with every chunk of flesh that quantifies as me, with every super celestial particle
that subsides as my soul, with every rational irrational thought that had, has or will reflect my choices) am immensely drawn towards you.

How will you describe a man going all out of his way, pushing himself just for the glimpse of a woman?
what phrase you can coin to circumscribe his potential for a good friend?
what keys can unlock the secrets of a man consumed by his own desires?
Perhaps nothing as the lock opens from within.
Thats precisely what i intend to do.

I am saying all this because it makes a difference to me. I am saying all this because it, more or less, has become a part of me.

We both know that there is no parameter of Reciprocation (i wish there were) so lets keep that out of equation.
You have a life and so do I. I know you have your own engagements and your own choices to make.Nothing has to change.
I demand nothing. I don't seek redemption. (I ain't made that way). All i wanted was to express myself.

Hope you understand the true context of this piece of information and conduct yourself gracefully in the shade of any future events.

Perhaps you don't want to entertain such text but i assure you that i will never intrude into your life.
If you think i already did, then let me assure you that you will never see me getting vocal riding on the constitutional freedom of speech & expression again.
Please feel free to express yourself.
Maybe the forum is not apt, but my intentions certainly are.!!